I notice I can’t think about tomorrow being our last day of school. I notice I can’t think about not seeing my students for 2 and a half months. If I do I get teary eyed and melancholy. My students have stolen my heart. I notice that they have become a part of me. They have changed me, and I am better for having been their teacher. I also get sad because I know that so many of them have tumultuous home lives. I notice so many of them struggle with self confidence. So many of them wrestle with life in general because of the disabilities that challenge them in so many areas of their lives. I wonder if over the next few months they will forget that they are problem solvers. I wonder if they will get caught up in the many conflicts that they are sure to have, and forget how it feels to be in our safe and loving community. I wonder if they will feel alone and helpless and forget about having a growth mindset and noticing and wondering as a way to solve any problem. I love them. I worry for them, and I know they will continually occupy my thoughts and prayers this summer. As the last day with my students looms tomorrow I notice I can’t wait for next school year to begin so we can pick up where we left off and continue our #NoticeWonder journey toward becoming powerful problem solvers with growth mindsets!
Oh wow! That’s such an excellent point! I am nearing the end of our year too, and this really speaks to those things!
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